So I was reading through my old blog ...

    
    So I was reading through my old blog posts and they show that I haven't changed much. I still talk a lot about the same things. I mostly write about family and what is going on in my life. So that is when I see what I want to improve in, my goal, is expanding my thoughts. I want to start going deeper into my mind and write about more serious things. I doubt that I  will be able to but I'm going to try.
    Maybe I should write about current life issues, things that are important to the world. I see my blog as a place to vent out what I'm thinking, what I'm stressing about, but I want to change that. There are more important things in the world other than my thoughts. I know that I do think about those things but I don't really have an opinion on things that are going on in the world today. I think that is bad since I do care about those issues, but I know that I can't really do anything to help.
    My blog so far has mostly been updates. Things that go on in my head. There are a lot of other things in my head but my thoughts are so scrambled that I can only think of certain things at a time. I think what I write about also has to do with my surroundings. If I am alone in my room not working on anything but my blog I see that I think deeper about things. If I am in school listening to other people's conversations and trying to think deeper I just can't. Today is different though. I am putting more thought into this post. The room is very quiet compared to other days so it is easier to concentrate.
    I see that ideas haven't been coming easy to me lately. I have been in my own little world. I find that it is a lot harder to open my mind to more options on things to write about when I'm like this. I really do think about many things but they are not things I'm willing to share. I am a very closed person and I think that affects what I write about a lot. Maybe if I learn to open up ideas will come casually.
    I have always been a very closed person. You can know me for years but not see every side of me. It's not that I choose to act different around different people I just do. That really bothers me.
    So my goal is to open up to new ideas to write about. Going through my blog I saw that I wrote a lot about the same thing witch is mostly family, school, and myself. Hopefully I progress through the end of the year. Another goal is to expand my vocabulary. I've been trying to do that for a long time. Obviously I don't have a good strategy but I'm working on it.